just me: fears as deep as the grand canyon...

okay. i am deathly afraid of spiders. like, its not even funny. so pretty sure we go to watch a movie and guess what they pick? freaking arachnophobia! so i decided to play on the computer. pretty sure i'm gonna have nightmares! i get scared so easy. we watched 30 days of night a couple nights ago and i barely got any sleep that night. as soon as we turned off the tv i cranked up the volume on my ipod and pulled the covers all the way over my head. i never sleep with the covers over my head. ever. so i am just layin there. theyve turned off all the lights. everyones breathing slows with sleep. and i cant freaking move cuz i swear something just blocked the light that was streaming in the window just a minute ago. so idk when i finally fell asleep. but pretty sure i jolted awake around 5:30 the next morning. fabulous stuff these horror movies! baha. anyway. back to arachnophobia. i get the nightmares and just like, anxiety. seriously a problem. hahh. its almost comical really. everyone else thinks so anyway. basically.